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[26 Aug 2004|10:42pm] |
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Join Me In Death-HIM |
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[26 Aug 2004|01:32am] |
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Darkness Descends
the night falls in a heavy, suffocating cloak, cold and alone are we.
the salvation for which you sacrifice yourself
flares once, then dies,
devoured by madness.
all hope must sicken and die.
your love is no more.
how could you cause such hurt?
our dark emotions surround us, crying,
we are fallen.
Torment
Around, all around, the dark memories gather.
My dread grows as the dagger of your words falls against my heart.
It crushes me, and darkly my
blood drips
to the cold, uncaring tombstones.
In pain I call out your name and beg forgiveness
while Hell approaches.
Now alone, my soul falls upon cold eyes.
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| Not sayin who wrote this but wut does any1 think of it? |
[26 Aug 2004|12:49am] |
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well is it a surprise that i lived this long
shaddowed by the morning lite and when it goes away everything its gone
you would like to pull yourself up off the ground
and you wish ppl would stop dogging you like a hound
i feel your pain i feel your hate your sorrow your despair i know you want to clean off ur dirty slate
you wish you could be free
free of me
free of me
free of everything
but there are million just like you
who feel the same emotions that you do
you wish you werent depressed you wish that you were happy
happy like you use to be
happy just like you were before you met me
happy like you once were
now all you kan do is sit and stair sit and stair in despair
you have no other options so you just sit and cut away
cut at everything that made you pissed off that day
and you'll wake up and do it again the next day
you want to be cleansed of me
you want to rid me from your mind
you want to cut away sensless at everything until your blind so you just keep at it
cutting just cutting you keep cutting away
then you watch the blood drip
you love the way it bleeds then nothing left but ur wants and ur needs
look at you your a wreck theres scars up and down your arm
you just keep cutting you think it will be no harm
but you got to remember one damn thing
cutting wont do a damn thing it makes matters worse it will only be your demise
you think that cutting away will destroy everything you despise
theres tears in my eyes
it will fucking put those damn tear drops in my eyes
so i continue to cry it makes me wanna die over and over it fucking hurts my eye
so remeber one thing there ppl that have it worse
so wake up and be happy that ur breathing happy that ur living and you got a roof over your head although you are wishing you were dead
cheer up cuz you could have it worse you could end up dead in a hearse so put a smile on ur face thank god your part of the human race go out there and be thankful that in the world
be thankful for everything every opertunity every chance to be a kid dont waste your time being depressed and hid
hid from the world in the bathroom cutting do the rite thing and forgot everything
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| 4 josh |
[21 Aug 2004|01:51am] |
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| Good Bye World |
[21 Aug 2004|01:27am] |
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Playing guitar-Me |
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Leavin to arizona bb wednesday im probably gonna miss all except ali
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[21 Aug 2004|01:27am] |
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[18 Aug 2004|12:52am] |
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Some song that i could careless about like yea and yea yea!! |
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Your Heart is Black
What Color is Your Heart?
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[17 Aug 2004|07:13pm] |
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Gangsta is dead in the jackpot junction |
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| Kurt Cobain |
[17 Aug 2004|01:24pm] |
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THAT 1 BEAR...SUMTHIN THE POOH MOVIE |
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I'm so happy 'cause today
I've found my friends ...
They're in my head
I'm so ugly, but that's okay, 'cause so are you ...
We've broken our mirrors (Alt: We broke our mirrors)
Sunday morning is everyday for all I care ...
And I'm not scared
Light my candles, in a daze
'Cause I've found god
Hey, hey hey (x6)
I'm so lonely, but that's okay, I shaved my head ...
And I'm not sad
And just maybe I'm to blame for all I've heard ...
But I'm not sure
I'm so excited, I can't wait to meet you there ...
But I don't care
I'm so horny, but that's okay ...
My will is good
Hey, hey hey (x6)
(x2)
I like it - I'm not gonna crack
I miss you - I'm not gonna crack
I love you - I'm not gonna crack
I killed you - I'm not gonna crack
I'm so happy 'cause today
I've found my friends ...
They're in my head
I'm so ugly, but that's okay, 'cause so are you ...
We've broken our mirrors (Alt: We broke our mirrors)
Sunday morning is everyday for all I care ...
And I'm not scared
Light my candles in a daze ...
'Cause I've found god
Hey, hey hey (x6)
(x2)
I like it - I'm not gonna crack
I miss you - I'm not gonna crack
I love you - I'm not gonna crack
I killed you - I'm not gonna crack
Note: On the handwritten lyrics that Kurt Cobain wrote, he marked
the chorus as "Hey" and not "Yeah". That's what's also been reflected here,
even though most would argue that the word "Yeah" is present in the song.
So, if you feel that "Yeah" is more correct, just use that instead. I don't care :)
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| ~Its that time of the month kiddies!!!!!! MRS. MARSH'S JOURNALS~ |
[16 Aug 2004|12:01pm] |
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Answer my fuckin questions |
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DMX-FUCK YA'ALL |
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Journal # 14368645634
What kinda teacher would you rather have than me Mrs. Marsh
A.) Goecks (Who gives a fuck 4 that fuckin gayass homo)
B.) Gomez (Come on you all love him)
C.) Madu Malhotra (God Damn shez hot!!!)
D.) Eat that fat richmond (God im so hot GOMEZ AIR!!!!)
Journal # 14368645635
If you were a person with a life what would make you that?
Journal # 14368645636
If you were about to die in 3 mins what would you say, wish, or do...?
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[12 Aug 2004|11:42pm] |
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Nirvana Kurt Cobain guitar solo |
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zzz...who really thinks michelle is a bitch besides me?
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[09 Aug 2004|09:52pm] |
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Alice In Chains "Iron Gland" |
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Sitting on an angry chair
Angry walls that steal the air
Stomach hurts and I don’t care
What do I see across the way
See myself molded in clay
Stares at me, yeah I’m afraid
Changing the shape of his face
Candles red I have a pair
Shadows dancing everywhere
Burning on the angry chair
Little boy made a mistake
Pink cloud has now turned to gray
All that I want is to play
Get on your knees, time to pray, boy
I don’t mind, yeah
I don’t mind, i-i-i
I don’t mind, yeah,
I don’t mind, i-i-i
Lost my mind, yeah
But I don’t mind, i-i-i
Can’t find it anywhere
I don’t mind
Corporate prison, we stay
I’m a dull boy, work all day
So I’m strung out anyway
Loneliness is not a phase
Field of pain is where I graze
Serenity is far away
Saw my reflection and cried
So little hope that I died
Feed me your lies, open wide
Weight of my heart, not the size
Pink cloud has now turned to gray
All that I want is to play
Get on your knees time to pray
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| AIC "MAN IN THE BOX" |
[09 Aug 2004|02:08pm] |
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AIC "ANGRY CHAIR" |
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I’m the man in the box
Buried in my shit
Won’t you come and save me, save me
Chorus
Feed my eyes, can you sew them shut?
Jesus christ, deny your maker
He who tries, will be wasted
Feed my eyes now you’ve sewn them shut
I’m the dog who gets beat
Shove my nose in shit
Won’t you come and save me, save me
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| God Finally Josh and Dylan r gone |
[08 Aug 2004|09:53pm] |
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Friday ali, jessica, dylan, josh, me went to citywalk and went and saw "The Village" it was gay... then we came home and me and josh got in fights and dylan taped them and josh was drinking mineral water and threw up into a pringles can and i smelled it and it was the spit of the backwash and it was bad then we stayed up till like 6am then woke up at 1pm and then invited jeremy over at 6 and played this game dylan and I invented this game, its like hide and seek but with flashlights its really funny then josh sprained his ankle by falling over my bike. Dylan kicked me in the face and it kinda still hurts and im kickin back rite now
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| Bomb |
[05 Aug 2004|02:37pm] |
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Metallica- Frantic |
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Today I made this bomb outta a huge water bottle, tons of smokeless gun powder, and tons of little primers and some paper...ok it didn't work it back fired. It didn't work so i was pouring more gun powder into it and noticed that the paper was still had little glowing embers and all of a sudden when i was pouring it it went up in flames on the reloadin center, And huge clouds of smoke filled my garage and I seriously couldn't breath because of the burning paper so I got the hell outta there and then fuckin dylan calls for my address and im freakin out because I got this thing in the other room brewing and I just need a scent right now so tell me whats the strongest outta all these... Sage, Carmel, Ash, Cigs, Blossom, or Sweet Pea... Comment please help!!!!!!!!!
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| Nirvana |
[05 Aug 2004|01:42pm] |
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Take a step outside yourself
And you turn around
Take a look at who you are
It's pretty scary
So silly
It's Revolting
You're not much
You can't do anything
Take a step outside the city
And you turn around
Take a look at what you are
It is revolting
You're really nowhere
So wasteful
So foolish
Poppycock!
Who said don't look back?
Don't believe 'em
Go for that crazy sounding restaurant
'Cause they're gonna try and get behind you
Don't you let them do it
You know what I'm talking about?
You hear me talking?
You hear me talking!?
It's pretty scary, it's so revolting (x4)
Naaaah !
Take a step outside the country
And you turn around
Take a look at what you are
It is amazing
Take a good look
You're no big deal
You're so petty
It's a laugh
Take a step outside the planet
Turn around and around
Take a look at where you are
It's pretty scary
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| wow |
[04 Aug 2004|01:41pm] |
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[03 Aug 2004|03:30pm] |
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Right now Im plannin to goto the movies on friday Holla any1 who wants to go need to bring this fuckin thing into the 21st century so out dated peace later (818) 901-7832 (8180 424-0792
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